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Life sucks.

I need someone to talk to. This week is just not my week.
I sprained my arm, and it has been hurting for a week now.
My boss forgot to approve my hours on time, so I'm wondering if I will get my paycheck on time or not.
I failed a test and on monday I will have to go back and take it AGAIN.
I thought that if I got my hair cut that it would make me feel better, but it turns out that it made me feel WORSE! I want to pull my hair out and say screw it. x.x I asked for it to be to my chin but what does she do, SHE CUTS IT SO FREAKEN SHORT. I can't even put the top part of my hair behind my ears. And I wanted it to be curled out and then she freaken blowdries it INWARD and puts styling gel on it so now I can't make it curl OUT! I just want to forever wear a hat and never take it off. It's so bad that it totally brought me to tears. (if you want a clear picture of my hair, think about Sanzo from Saiyuki but picture it a little shorter and that'll be my hair) What I really wanted was hair like Elie or Haru from Groove Adventure Rave or like how I had it the last time I cut it, it was just like the new sunflower hairstyle you see on gaiaonline.com. And what sucks even more, is that I WASTED MY OWN money on this crappy hairdo. I was so mad that I didn't even give her a tip or even a thank you, I just paid up and went.

And to top it all off, I got the Saiyuki Movie in the mail yesterday, but then I just got a email today saying that they are JUST NOW SENDING IT to me. They better not be double paying me for it.
And sad to say church life at Joong Ang sucks. I just get so nauseated everytime I have to stay there longer than I have to. I don't know, it is probably because of the fact that EVERYONE that goes there has known eachother all their lives and their so closeminded and rude to get out of their darn cliques and actually try to hang out with other people. Like come on! I have been there for 4 (VERY LONG) years and did I ever get accepted into any one of those cliques? NO! Because I am not a thing like them, so they don't even want to bother to even look at me let alone talk to me. Yeah, some of them do the occational wave hi to me or the quick 'oh hi tina, how are you' but they run off before you can even ANSWER.

I've been losing weight lately, and everyone won't leave me alone about it. My mom thinks I am starving myself, just because I don't eat at home after I get back from work, PROBABLY BECAUSE I EAT AT WORK BEFORE I HEAD HOME! It's not like I can hold my stumach for the 6 hours I am at work everyday just so that I could come home starving and eat infront of her just to show her that I am eating. Dude, I eat! I just don't eat more than I have to.

And what really pisses me off, is my darn computer and my scanner. My scanner is so old that XP can't even read it, and here I am REALLY wanting to get back into the drawing mode, but I can't even scan them into the comp. And I can't even surf the web without this evil popup blocker that keeps on screwing up explorer and making a evil warning thing pop up that ends up closing ALL OF MY EXPLORER windows that were open.



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Feb. 19th, 2005 02:40 am (UTC)
*hugs and glomps*
I hope things improve for you soon i'll be root'in for ya Hoo Raa!
Feb. 22nd, 2005 04:17 pm (UTC)
I"M HERE FOR YOU!!!!!!!! don't worry hair grows! i totallly wanna see it!!! Oh yeah, and peeps are just jealous they can't lose weight! xo stay strong, girl! btw- Where the emo Sarah pic?! lol- juist kiding!
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